Out There, Somewhere

I thought I knew me
but I don't.
I'm a mystery
to myself.
Feeling lost
and alone.
Knowing
there's something
missing.

But what, and
where can I find
what I
most need
Will I ever
understand

Out there
somewhere
is the answer.
But I'm
in here.
Do I go
in search of
or do I stay
and never know